"Be the change you want to see in the world" is often used in a political or societal context. But it's the personal application of this idea that I find more interesting.
The hard part is understanding want you want. If you have nobody to talk to, you can write down your thoughts (writing down dreams can work wonders for understanding oneself).
I think having a clear idea of what you want gives you a better understanding of your life, and will help you to move to action. If you want to change your life, (and it sounds like you do,) you'll need to act.
Start asking yourself: "what do I want to do right now?" Answer truthfully and then act on it, it's the best advice I can give you.
The hard part is understanding want you want. If you have nobody to talk to, you can write down your thoughts (writing down dreams can work wonders for understanding oneself).
I think having a clear idea of what you want gives you a better understanding of your life, and will help you to move to action. If you want to change your life, (and it sounds like you do,) you'll need to act.
Start asking yourself: "what do I want to do right now?" Answer truthfully and then act on it, it's the best advice I can give you.