I want people that I can delegate my responsibilities to if we wind up using the hexayurt and similar parts of my critical infrastructure work in a global humanitarian crisis.

I will be much more confident delegating to people that have done a lot of meditation and are able to hold their heads together under immense pressure.

Makes sense, but doesn't that mean in a way you are afraid of what happens after you die? Or would you call this motivation something different than something similar to fear/worry/anxiety/etc?